Final exam is coming....
sure die already...
still don't understand what are the lecturer talking about...
i am counting...how many subjects can i pass...
IACC?sure can...i think i will be the highest score...haha~just say say lah...
QM? erm...maybe...at least can "pass" lah...
EB? erm...maybe...according to my assignment result...
MIC? according to what the lecturer said...i think won't pass lah...
IMGT? haiz~the most worry subject....sure don't pass already >.<
How come my life go into trouble trouble and trouble?
TOO STRESS~
so many pressures need to face...
one day pass one day....
then fell sad and worse and terrible...
haiz~
What the......
How come my life become disappointed again again and again?
then i try to exit this situation...
I want to go to Taiwan!!!
I want to go to China!!!
I want to go to the place where can speak Mandarin....
I think it will be better for me...to stay in an environment where can let me feel more comfortable...
什么叫崩溃？
就是当我开始用英文写日志的时候=。=
一次一次...
我已经在思考如果我任何一科不pass的时候我该怎么办...
真的什么都想过了...
寂寞的重修...
冲到台湾去...
转去Accounting系...
转去INTI读书...
连最不该想的...也想过了...
可想而知我对我未来的人生只有...残念=。=
不想读英文书了...
如果可以选择...
要嘛当初花那RM70...也许我现在可以待在台湾...
要嘛...当作我没进过大学...
重新进过...可是我觉得我还是听不懂=。=
可能我真的太排斥英文了吧...
最近又哭了一场...
发现我的人生目标很简单...（不是嫁人=。=）
我热爱中国文化...
真的...
我是唐诗的诗迷...
我喜欢唐诗独特的韵味...
我喜欢泡茶闲聊的淡雅...
我喜欢弹古筝时的优雅...
我向往古代生活的纯朴...
琴、棋、书、画，
我会了两样...
我也疯狂的迷恋古代言情小说...
我想当DJ...在空中传递我的声音...与人聊天...
想当配音员...那可不只是光会讲话那么简单的学问...
我想当小说家...缔造爱情的童话...
想当翻译员...我突然有冲动想学韩文...
我想当偶像的经纪人...我一直都觉得这份工作很有趣...
想当节目的策划人...喜欢掌握气氛的感觉...
然后我发现...我不太喜欢面对人群=。=
我已经当宅女当到习惯...
习惯到我开始害怕面对人群...
害怕跟很多不同的人说话...
偏偏商科需要的面对各种各样的人类...
说着大家唯一知道的共同语言——英语...
发现我的兴趣跟我现在读的东西一点“拉朗”都没有=。=
我走的是商科...可是我想当的东西却偏向文科...
当初的性向测试的结果就是这样...
我不是偏商；就是偏文，两科却无交点。
My life...
can i change anything now?
i don't know...
人生不如意事十常八九...
人生真的掌握在我手中吗？
我突然觉得...其实并不全然...
